ajwa

what got into you? you’re not the same person i used to talk to

we used to talk about our day and the things we enjoyed or about what happened in class but that’s all gone now.

it’s like i don’t even know you anymore

you’re a new person i’m trying to get used to

but i honestly don’t know if that’s possible based on your actions and i don’t know if i can continue on with this routine either.

so i might just have to let you go

let you do what you want and not worry about you anymore because i can’t change you and i shouldn’t try to either.

you rarely ever cared about me anyways and if you truly did, you would’ve said it.

so i don’t understand why i kept on with our friendship and continued to push through when I should’ve known it was worthless to begin with.

i cared more than you did and that should’ve been an obvious indication for me to stop. but i persisted and i’m trying to understand if i regret it or not

but i can’t. i don’t think it was a mistake to keep on trying, no.

the mistake was that you never saw it thoroughly and i didn’t give up after i got hurt. that’s the mistake.

but i’m hoping it’s not going to happen again.