ajwa

my life revolved around you

so when it was time to let you go, 

it was difficult to say goodbye.

it took so much effort and time before i could forget you

but i did so anyways, 

i realized that my concerns should not be for you only, but for myself as well.

i told myself, i can’t continue thinking about you all the time and all the memories or good and bad times we shared

so i brushed it aside and distracted myself.

i did everything i could to keep my thoughts away from thinking about you 

and it worked, but only for the moment.