ajwa

i feel like i put in my absolute most for some people and get nothing in return.

i get treated badly and left in cases where i need someone to be there for me. but i forgive them instead and move on like i wasn’t hurt by them at all.

then when it’s time that they’re facing difficulties, i am there. 24/7. making sure everything’s okay and helping in any way possible. 

but i shouldn’t be doing this to myself. 

i need to quit some people and understand that not everyone deserves the love and care given to them. of course i would never wish bad on them, but i would never wish the best for them either, not when all they’ve done was leave others at their worst.