ajwa

i wasn’t expecting a change but i had hope that maybe, just maybe, you’d miss me and want to check up on me to see how i’ve been. but you didn’t.

i’m starting to get the vision that you’ve been selfish all this time.

you left me to the side in order to satisfy yourself.

i was pushed away and left as an option for your own betterment. so you can choose who you wanted to be in your life.

you played that kind of game and i had no doubt.

i was a fool to stay any longer and i wish i would’ve gone before you hurt me first.

i wish i would have ended our relationship before it even started.

 

this month wasn’t too bad without you though

i told myself i had to move on and that’s the path i’ve been on lately.

so, in case you’re wondering

i’ve been fine. 

like always.

6:15pm