ajwa

just want to remind you that you’re still on my mind

for every day that passes by, i’m still thinking about you.

i’m always calling out your name and hoping you were still here. 

wishing i could do something to bring you back.

 

and i still don’t understand why you had to go.

 

why did you leave so soon?

why couldn’t you hold on a little longer to see the brighter side to everything? 

you had just been promoted at your job, and you took that chance away.

 

i really don’t know when i’ll forget about you

and i really don’t know if i even want to forget about you.

 

but i need to find a way to keep you on my mind without hurting myself

because every time i do think about you, i want to kill myself too. 

4:40pm