ajwa

if only you knew

when i tell you what i’m going through i don’t tell you everything. because i don’t want you to worry about me more than you already do. i can’t help but stop myself from getting you worried so i just leave out the whole truth.

i don’t lie to you, i just don’t tell you what’s actually going on. just that i’m not happy and things aren’t going well but never about what’s actually bothering me and what’s really going on in my life. cause that would scare you. that would get you to do anything possible for me and i don’t want you to go through that. you’d literally put your life on the line for me and i don’t want that.

i appreciate you so much, it goes as far as having you in my life forever.

but please don’t do anything for me that would hurt you.