ajwa

i can’t stop myself from thinking about life without you.

i’m not sure what it is but i often find myself holding on to people and never wanting them to go.

i’ve lost way too many people in the past, that i wouldn’t want it to happen again.

it has nothing to do with attachment issues, or being clingy or anything of that sort.

it simply has to do with past experiences.

i’m afraid of losing you, not because i’m overly attached.

but because i know what it feels like to lose someone and not have them in my life again.

i just don’t want that to happen again.

especially not with you. i can’t help it.