ajwa

i’m just thinking about how fast this month has come to an end. i’m getting excited to enjoy my summer now that school is over, but i’m not necessarily sure i’m ready for the month to be done with.

tonight was the last night for taraweeh prayer. putting in my all was everything i had hoped for. as long as the intention was there, someone said, that’s all that matters. and the intentions were plenty.

i’m hoping that we can do something fun for eid, and spend more time together as a family enjoying the little things that surround us. in the summer, i hope that we can spend more time having fun and going out.

it’s been a while since we had a good time. because of covid and the difficult situations we were facing. we did not want to risk getting anyone sick, or ourselves, so we stayed home. we enjoyed ourselves for the past two years. at home. but i think it’s time now to do something different.

i’m hoping we can go to the beach. that’s my happy place. if we can go there, i would be more than happy. i would just need to be by the ocean and hear the waves. that’s it. that would do enough for my soul.

anyways, i’m hoping that everyone is okay. i’m writing what’s on my mind because it’s just been so difficult for me to physically write on paper. i injured my hand over the week and it hasn’t healed (nor will it heal anytime soon) oh well.

goodnight x