ajwa

i keep telling myself to look at the future side of things to look at what’s coming for me in the future and not focus on now. but i’m putting myself in a bad situation by doing that. by not focusing on today, i’m stressing myself out for now for no reason.

i mean what good is there when all i do is think about what’s coming next in my life? there needs to be a balance between thinking about my future and thinking about now. with school, work, family, and my own feelings. it’s just too stressful balancing all of that out. i need to find a balance tho or i’ll go crazy. literally.

focus on now, pay attention to later. but let everything happen on its own. stop stressing about what you can’t control. just take it easy and everything will work out as it needs to.