ajwa

ajwa

  • accept and move on

    it all comes down to how you feel about the situation. the more you press on about it, the more you expect to find a solution. the more you release the matter and let it do its part on its own, the more you free yourself of it. you don’t realize it until you really ↓

  • you start to wonder

    when i catch myself thinking about you, i wonder if you still think about me too. i pray for your peace and healing and wish that you never come back to me again. for my peace and yours. we were never meant to be. but i start to wonder sometimes, where did it all go ↓

  • light at the end of that tunnel

    and one day when you’re waiting for it all to shine, the darkness will be gone and you’ll see the endless blessings coming your way. you’ve been through a lot hurting yourself for the things you had no control of. you stay blaming yourself for the things you couldn’t do anything about. yet here you ↓

  • who would have known

    if i had continued to think about my situation and how it was going to play out for the longest, i would have just kept stressing myself over it forever. i didn’t put any mind to trying to get on with anything and just accepted whatever it is, as it was. i wasn’t going to ↓

  • no worrying

    we tend to hold onto things that don’t matter to us. we tend to express ourselves in ways that we don’t feel proud of. but what do we really want to communicate? i’m not sure. the fact that we can be so tired of life and everything yet still be doing other things like school, ↓

  • trying to disconnect

    stop trying to disconnect from the world. you know your worth, your energy, your everything. why bother trying to let someone affect your goals and dreams to aspire and do better when you came this far? don’t let em consume you and ruin your thoughts and try to push you down to nothing. you’re everything. ↓

  • place my worries

    i go to sleep and place all my worries into your hands. ya Allah you know me best and you know what’s best for me. make my intentions great and help me better myself and my connection with you first before i ask for anything else. i want to rely on you for everything but ↓

  • working on it

    you know, i’m really trying my best to speak my thoughts. to let out what’s on my mind freely and not care about what there is to come from it. because if it’s on my mind, it’s on my mind right. i just don’t know what to do once i get into my emotions. and ↓

  • change your focus

    if Allah wanted it to happen, it would have happened a long time ago. stop sitting around trying to understand why this didn’t work out and why this is not happening etc. and building negative trains of thoughts into your head. you’re only harming yourself that way. instead, be patient, accept what’s happening and move ↓

  • eid mubarak 2022

    eid mubarak my loves i hope this month of ramadan was a blessing for all of you. may Allah accept our fasts, prayers and duas this ramadan. may He continue to bless us with happiness and joy every year and may we live to see another year of ramadan inshallah. enjoy your time with family ↓

  • reflections

    i’m just thinking about how fast this month has come to an end. i’m getting excited to enjoy my summer now that school is over, but i’m not necessarily sure i’m ready for the month to be done with. tonight was the last night for taraweeh prayer. putting in my all was everything i had ↓

  • ramadan coming to an end

    i’m not very happy with the way ramadan is ending. i was really looking forward to doing more but unfortunately school got in the way. not to say i’m not proud of my efforts. i was able to manage school and reading quran at the same time, but i wish i would have done more. ↓

  • not having anything to say

    writers block i haven’t felt this way in a while. empty. like i have nothing to put forward. although deep down i know i have a lot i want to say. but i can’t bring myself to do so. i don’t know how i’m going to do it. or what i’m going to do to ↓

  • you’re doing great

    look how far you’ve come. it’s taken so much effort to get here and i can’t say how proud of you i am, but i can say that you did amazing. and you’re here now because you worked for it. every moment. all the times you wanted to give up, you told yourself otherwise. you ↓

  • your mind works in ways

    you ever think about how your mind controls your everyday choices? how your mind works to make decisions for you?  it takes your thoughts and feelings into consideration and does things out of your control to make you think a certain way about something.  you would think it’s doing you good but sometimes your mind ↓