ajwa
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it’s been really quiet lately, really still and silent. i’m not sure if that’s normal or if that’s even okay but it feels nice it feels calm it feels safe. should i be worried? i ask myself. should i be trying to do something? no. maybe it’s better this way. i’ve chosen to allow myself ↓
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there you go again, putting yourself in danger. making everyone else feel important but yourself. choosing to care for others and giving them all they need when all the attention should be on you. it’s not that you don’t want to care about you it’s that you choose to not care. while you’re doing all ↓
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you ever just think about what would happen if you decided to just give up on something you’ve been committed to for far too long to give up now? how would that feel? exhausting? freeing? what’s the feeling you get when you think about letting something you’ve had for so long, go? because i’m not ↓
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you need to start caring for yourself more than you care about others. it’s not healthy. it’s draining and it’s exhausting trying to fix people when you could be fixing yourself you don’t spend the same amount of energy on yourself the way you spend it on others. so why now? why do you feel ↓
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i can’t stop myself from thinking about life without you. i’m not sure what it is but i often find myself holding on to people and never wanting them to go. i’ve lost way too many people in the past, that i wouldn’t want it to happen again. it has nothing to do with attachment ↓
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everything is the same but in a different way. everything i’m doing today is bringing me happiness. nothing’s changed except for the fact that i’m living my best life more than ever. always enjoying my time, having fun and being happy. past experiences don’t phase me anymore. it’s the present and future that matter to ↓
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it shouldn’t take experience to realize your worth but unfortunately that’s what happens. it takes time to find out what you mean to someone and it takes effort to see your value in someone. someone who cares about you wouldn’t make you question how much you mean to them. someone who appreciates you wouldn’t make ↓
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eid mubarak my loves! i hope this month of ramadan was a blessing for all of you. may Allah accept our fasts, prayers and duas this ramadan. may He continue to bless us with happiness and love every year and may we live to see another year of ramadan. enjoy your time with family and ↓
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never would’ve expected things to turn out the way they did. but they did. and there’s nothing i can do anymore to change that. what’s happened has happened. it’s up to the future to decide what comes next. let’s hope everything comes in due time. and let’s hope that what’s happened before will never happen ↓
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happy four year anniversary would you believe that four years ago, i decided to start my own blog? i had no confidence in myself that i would hold on to this page for this long yet i did. although i haven’t posted any of my writings in a while, that doesn’t mean i haven’t been ↓
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