chapter one

  • 5:40am

    who would have thought you’d turn out this way? i wasn’t expecting you to be like this but you are. and that’s my fault for being optimistic and hoping for the best from you. you let me in and treated me the way any friend would want to be treated. you asked me about my day and talked to me about yours. we sent each other photos like it was normal.…

  • a lot of things

    a lot of things have been going on lately. a lot of things we can’t put our full attention to, even if we wanted to. a lot of these things are unpreventable. a lot of them are hard to avoid. a lot of them are simply just better off left alone.

  • temporary feeling

    the more i see a certain person, place or thing, the more i want to avoid them.

  • 10:13pm

    do you find yourself thinking a lot? cause i do that’s what brings us down. i figured out a solution for myself, and it’s time you do the same for yourself.

  • new year 2021

    with the new year already here, i thought i would share my input on the previous year and talk about lessons that we should all keep in mind for this year. let’s get to it.

  • 6:33am

    we need to search for that source in our lives that doesn’t necessarily make us happy but enough to leave us content. satisfied.