chapter one

  • 7:40am

    i feel like i put in my absolute most for some people and get nothing in return. i get treated badly and left in cases where i need someone to be there for me. but i forgive them instead and move on like i wasn’t hurt by them at all. then when it’s time that they’re facing difficulties, i am there. 24/7. making sure everything’s okay and helping in any… ↓

  • 3:39am

    i just can never let people go for some reason, the person may not be here anymore, but the memories are. it’s just, hard to forget someone who’s consumed your life and changed you in many ways. i just don’t think it’s right or fair at all to let them go like nothing happened. which is why i fight for them to be here but i wonder, if i should… ↓

  • 4:15pm

    my life revolved around you so when it was time to let you go,  it was difficult to say goodbye. it took so much effort and time before i could forget you but i did so anyways,  i realized that my concerns should not be for you only, but for myself as well. i told myself, i can’t continue thinking about you all the time and all the memories or… ↓

  • 8:40pm

    i’m sorry, but it’s time i focus on myself now i need to move on from feeling so negative and look at it from a positive perspective. of course losing you wasn’t the best part of all this, but the outcomes have affected me severely: you wanted me to continue being a positive person towards others and i did | i was nominated for the “Good Vibes Award” at my… ↓

  • 12:50am

    i never thought you would just walk away like that, i always thought you’d stay for as long as time would allow you to but you left too soon. it’s like you didn’t have a second choice and decided it was best to eliminate yourself from this world.  i’m sorry that i miss you i really can’t help it but i need you back and i hate that  i hate… ↓

  • 1:11am

    his mind was lost in this world wanting everything to be perfect for her but there was so little to do when she didn’t bother putting in the same effort. he felt like he was wasting his time but he loved her, so he’d do anything to get her to be his. his time, his effort, his life if he had to, but he wanted her. she, just didn’t feel… ↓