chapter three
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in the quiet moments i found my voice not in the silence, but in the noises between.where thoughts became my words, and the pen became my compass. words flowed like rivers, through deserts of silence and valleys of feari wrote of my heart, of its wounds and its scars,of memories wrapped in the back of ↓
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i thought that at this point in my life i would be settled. i would have a career set and my life would work out from here. little did i know that i would actually be in the hole i am in today, wondering where my next steps in life are headed. i didn’t think ↓
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we find ourselves waiting for something that seems like it’ll never come. waiting on a change in our life, for things to get better or to move on from the place we are in. but the truth is, that some things may never come to pass, no matter how long we wait. life is too ↓
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i keep telling myself to look at the future side of things to look at what’s coming for me in the future and not focus on now. but i’m putting myself in a bad situation by doing that. by not focusing on today, i’m stressing myself out for now for no reason. i mean what ↓
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and one day when you’re waiting for it all to shine, the darkness will be gone and you’ll see the endless blessings coming your way. you’ve been through a lot hurting yourself for the things you had no control of. you stay blaming yourself for the things you couldn’t do anything about. yet here you ↓
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we tend to hold onto things that don’t matter to us. we tend to express ourselves in ways that we don’t feel proud of. but what do we really want to communicate? i’m not sure. the fact that we can be so tired of life and everything yet still be doing other things like school, ↓
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everything is the same but in a different way. everything i’m doing today is bringing me happiness. nothing’s changed except for the fact that i’m living my best life more than ever. always enjoying my time, having fun and being happy. past experiences don’t phase me anymore. it’s the present and future that matter to ↓
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never would’ve expected things to turn out the way they did. but they did. and there’s nothing i can do anymore to change that. what’s happened has happened. it’s up to the future to decide what comes next. let’s hope everything comes in due time. and let’s hope that what’s happened before will never happen ↓
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a lot of things have been going on lately. a lot of things we can’t put our full attention to, even if we wanted to. a lot of these things are unpreventable. a lot of them are hard to avoid. a lot of them are simply just better off left alone. ↓
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with the new year already here, i thought i would share my input on the previous year and talk about lessons that we should all keep in mind for this year. let’s get to it. ↓
ajwa 