you know, i’m really trying my best to speak my thoughts. to let out what’s on my mind freely and not care about what there is to come from it. because if it’s on my mind, it’s on my mind right. i just don’t know what to do once i get into my emotions. and sometimes it feels like i’m overpouring. so i hold myself back. i tell myself nobody… ↓

i’m just thinking about how fast this month has come to an end. i’m getting excited to enjoy my summer now that school is over, but i’m not necessarily sure i’m ready for the month to be done with. tonight was the last night for taraweeh prayer. putting in my all was everything i had hoped for. as long as the intention was there, someone said, that’s all that matters.… ↓

i’m not very happy with the way ramadan is ending. i was really looking forward to doing more but unfortunately school got in the way. not to say i’m not proud of my efforts. i was able to manage school and reading quran at the same time, but i wish i would have done more. i wish i had spent most of my time learning about islam, reading tafsir of… ↓

writers block i haven’t felt this way in a while. empty. like i have nothing to put forward. although deep down i know i have a lot i want to say. but i can’t bring myself to do so. i don’t know how i’m going to do it. or what i’m going to do to allow it. but i’m working on it. i just want to be able to write… ↓

look how far you’ve come. it’s taken so much effort to get here and i can’t say how proud of you i am, but i can say that you did amazing. and you’re here now because you worked for it. every moment. all the times you wanted to give up, you told yourself otherwise. you wanted better so you worked towards better. you did everything you could to get out… ↓

you ever think about how your mind controls your everyday choices? how your mind works to make decisions for you?  it takes your thoughts and feelings into consideration and does things out of your control to make you think a certain way about something.  you would think it’s doing you good but sometimes your mind does things you wouldn’t approve of. it could be dangerous.  your mind can play games… ↓