although i didn’t participate fully this year, i did have fun with the few poems i wrote in my journal and the poems i shared publicly. i want to express myself on writing as a whole. ↓

look how far we’ve come i would have never imagined us to be at this point in life but here we are. i had thought we’d part our ways and no one would speak to each other again but that’s not what happened. and i’m grateful that didn’t happen because i never thought we’d make it this far.   i still can’t believe it. i never thought we’d still be… ↓

to rely on myself is all that i need i don’t need anybody else. ↓

light my way into the future and tell me what i’ll see what steps should i take in order to succeed.   tell me things i want to hear rather than things you want to tell warn me of the things i should be aware of or the things that will lead me to hell.   allow me to be free and tell me that it’s okay but don’t light… ↓

i’m trying to understand what the heck is wrong with me because i can’t seem to stop myself from checking up on you, even when you’re not there for me. you’re never on my side, you never seem to care anyway, but i constantly push myself closer to you, expecting you to do the same for me. but you don’t. so why do i still go on, why do i… ↓